hellol(:
we were online the other day.and we were like crapping the whole time.i hope it'll become a routine for me(: coz lately,these are the things that makes me smile at the end of the day.i'm not going to repeat the same mistake that'll make a drastic change in my life.i dont want to regret):








;i miss you you know.

hello(:
today was alright.haha.i finally went to the new IJ bukit timah la.i tell you,its damn freaking huge.i would've got lost mann.its huge la.omg.i went there with khai.haha.i miss that woman so much mann.ohh.and she's still like damn short.i swear she's the same height seen primary school la.or is it either i've grown taller.but everyone else is taller than her!haha.then i saw celeste(: omg.i immediately hugged and carried her when i saw her la.she's damn cute mann.she's become prettaye too!AHHH!she's the ultimate major cutebee(: she says that she'll add me on msn(: make it soooonnn alright!she's just major :DDDDD
haha.stuff with darr and i are going alright and stuff.how come i always start the argument): i've tried not to.but i keep thinking of the situation and get angry and stuff.put yourself in my position.its only the beginning,and i feel that its coming to an end.sigh): darr,i'm sorry.




;ONE, you're like a dream come true.

hello(:
talking to darr online(: i guess i have to try and understand whats going on.we argued the other day.and wow.guess what its about?going back.wth mann.the last time it happened,it was like the totally end thing.and that's probably one biggest mistake i made.jeez.too young to know anything.omg.so its half settled.not that its whoa so great or anything.but its a start.haiyer.i'm sad and all but i should just spend time with him whilst he's here right.i must thank elaine and xuewen for everything before the 25th(: so darr and i've decided that we shall just pretend i dont know about the move.and when it happens,which i dont wish for it to happen,i'll just have to.bear with it.yeah.coz he thinks its easy for me.well.IT ISNT.):






;I wish that we could both be there.

True lovers never take it slowly
When they've found the one and only
Nothing can replace this feeling
Knowing someone loves you
It's painted with the pain and glory
Taking from a known sad story
Laying out my life before me
Fearing the unknown
Sharing never showed me much appeal
And now I'm only praying it's for real
Forever taken you for granted
You give me everything I wanted
I'm so afraid that I might lose you
But time will let us see
If everything is real I'm feeling
Well maybe we've been only dreaming
And if it's gonna die to save it
Cos baby I believe
Nothing in the world could make it right
Cos baby loving you brings me to life
And how does it feel
When I hold you in my arms
And you're lying next to me
Never wanting you to leave
Until I'll tell you how it feels
To be cradled like my dreams
And to know that you love me
No more wasting time in asking other people
How does it feel
Nothing in the world could feel this right
Cos baby you're the best thing in my life
How does it feel
When I hold you in my arms
And you're lying next to me
Never wanting you to leave
Until I'll tell you how it feels
To be cradled like my dreams
And to know that you love me
No more wasting time in asking other people
How does it feel


darr<3

hello(:
i'm at dee's place.i'm uber pissed with some double fuckfaced okay!she's like damn annoying.she thinks she's like the ultimate.like NO.you're downright disgusting.dont go around telling people stuff that makes them symphatise you.and people think that we are some anti social fuck.haiyer.you people can think until you drop dead la.i dont give a damn.jeeez.







;the double fuckface loser.

hello(:
omg.i passed my maths!after like 7 years!shit mann.i was damn shocked la.ohh.and i passed my accounts too.but i'm still not updated on humanities overall): fook mann.if i fail overall i'll just cry my eyeballs out la.watehwer.
i was talking to dee and i blurted out something.so he kept bugging me about it.so i messaged him 3 letters and made him figure it out.and he did!damn fast mann.but he's only going to tell me on friday): so long la.omg.i'm damn nervous.its been a year since i've said that.last time i dont know anything what right.so not paiseh.now.haiyer.i'm already panicking.ahhh!FOOOOK!ohh.and i was damn pissed with someone yesterday.how come she never appreciate all the little things i do?giving up is the total ultimate best idea(: ohh well.till the next time(:


;everything happens for a reason.

hello(:
hoho.i'm bored.oh mann.dee's making me confused la.i dont know what to do.omg.so annoying.CA is soon!ahh!so fast la.then dee and me must stop seeing again): it has only been like VERY VERY SHORT.omg.so annoying.EEYER.i DONT think i still like that idiot.hoho.like finally mann.dave and jar doesnt know yet.i need help!







;dont be fronting like you dont know whats going on.

hello(:
went tiong in the morning to meet purpley and pinkey.hoho.then stupid xuewen came late.haiyer.then went to town to watch my super ex girlfriend.omg.damn funny sia.and the cinema was like uber freezing.then we went to take neos.hoho.damn retarded la.then we walked around heeren,went back to cine and had tea break at TCC.but we only had drinks there.so we went to food court to eat.yay!i ate dumplings(: then we walked around for awhile then went to orchard mrt.hoho.then went home(: dee called.and it was about time for him to call.ahh!elaine!xuewen!what should i do?oh mann.watehwer.till the next time(:




;i thought you were my fairytale and dream when i'm not sleeping.